You don't know how lovely you are.

6.2.12

SAT today. i feel goooodddd.

today was a good day.

SAT was fine.

Then I saw apsara and danielle @ chatsworth library.

Then munchbox. good hotdog.

then, hiking.

the hiking was brutal. i think me and justin almost died. we were low on water. dead plants confused us. sunglasses made everything looked different. DID I MENTION IT WAS HOT AS HECK ?! we almost died. but it was great. hehheohoheohehe.

then me and dad washed car. and we talked. like, talktalked. cuz i told him about why all my friends are guys, and he was like “IT’S OKAY. I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. GIRLS ALWAYS GOSSIP. GUYS DON’T” which is nice cuz i thought he’d be like “HMM. GUYS ?! WHAT?!” but he was very understanding. hehehoehoehe.

i just sat in the shower. like, literally, i turned on the water, and sat and just let the water run while singing my heart out. it was amazing. i feel squeaky cleeaan.

hiking again on monday andddd thursday.

i’m a bit angry though because this HT at thieu nhi is like, guilt tripping me and maryan and it’s like, we have lives outside of TN too. we want to win, and we want to do it, but we’re really really really really really really busy. like, i personally, like dancing, but right now, my priorities are with band, band, band, relay for life x2, band band band, and summer assignments, not freaking dances.

good day though. these upcoming weeks will be very busy .. band practices, inventory of everything, relay for life .. guhrrrr. 

So I guess honesty isn’t the best policy?

aeraor:

Cause I’ve been honest and I’m getting this from you.

6.1.12

SAT tomorrow. i’m not excited.

i’m anti-social, but, i’m scared of being lonely.

what’s wrong with me.

i’m really really not excited for SAT tomorrow. like, really really not excited. 4 hour test that has a huge impact on my future.